Showing posts with label Sf. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sf. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

November to December

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For three days, I was a nervous wreck. We were a scattered crew sailing through an electric storm. For three days, I was merely a blurry shadow on a burning boat. But we made it through. We didn't sink. It may not have been as great as it could have been, but it wasn't a complete disaster either. It happened. I didn't think we could but we did anyway. I'm happy and proud and depressed and so utterly sad. November's ending. And the wait returns.

But it's alright. December isn't all that bad either.

Every silver lining's got a touch of gray..

Autumn frosts may have slain July, but November rain melts everything.

Remind me to breathe?
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Friday, November 13, 2009

SF 09

6 days, 3 exams and 20 hours of class to go.

...

^_^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Eight Likes and Dislikes (is that not the most descriptive title ever? ...Oh wait. I just ruined it. Damn it!)

Things I like:
Good company
Music
The moon
The color Green
Strawberry Fields
Animals
Good books
Connections; Of the cause and effect kind (Both logical and otherwise)

Things I do NOT like:
Most vegetables
Bees
Backstabbing
Mirrors
Religious fanatics
Sand in my shoes (unless I'm on a beach, in which case, it's all cool)
Promises
Attendance (The lack of, to be precise)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Back to School

I haven't really been writing anything here because I don't really want to do a "Back to Law School" post. But, I suppose I can't put it off forever. So, I'm back. In Law School.

Almost-holy places have been visited. Pecos, Roof, Amma's, Rohini and then some. All the necessary rituals have been completed. SF tripping, reminiscing, phone calls, music... It really doesn't feel like its been only four days. But this time, it does feel like we were away for a while. Maybe because I had an eventful holiday this time. Too eventful if you ask me. Almost feels like an entire trimester's worth of events!!! Okay, maybe that's an exaggeration, but just a slight one!

These holidays were good because I actually revisited the past. And by the past, I don't just mean life before college. I mean school. (For the slightly confused, there was that annoying year spent at St. T.) I knew that I wasn't the same, but it felt great finding out that I hadn't completely changed either. I mean, yeah, I am definitely very very diferent, but the "basic structure" seems to be the same. ;) I don't really know why that makes me feel better, but it does.

Yeagh, this is one of the most pointless posts I have written on this blog. *laughs* I know many who will disagree and point out at least a million other posts that seem to make NO sense whatsoever, but I'm talking about "pointless" and not "senseless". Because senseless things sometimes do have a point. But then again, so does this. Okay, any more thinking along these lines and this post will cross both lines.

Oh yes, how could I forget? About an hour ago, I found out that I may just have passed Fly. That's a relief. But I really must find out for sure. Oh well, that's what "tomorrows" are for. *nods solemnly*

Other than that, life goes on, everything changes but always in the same way, aaand my blog stays highly emo. *sigh* I really must do something about that... "Not that there's anything wrong with it!"
heh.
Yes, but seriously.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Pictures in Books...

Originally posted on: 20th Sep 2008.

So do you hide your pictures of me?
Press them in quietly hidden books
In old forgotten cartons,
And all the places she never looks?

Do you smile every time they play our song?
Or do you just close your eyes?
Do you think of farmhouses and laughter?
And cold darkening November skies?

Do you ever think of me?
And all the times that we had?
Do memories of me make you laugh?
Or do they only make you sad?

Did you ever read my letter?
The one I wrote right after we fought
I wanted you to know I was sorry
but in my pride I was caught...

Do you wonder if I still love you?
But I don't think that can be
I jus wrote this song coz, darling,
I was going through some old books you see...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Attendance...

Looks like I do have an attendance shortage after all. Family Law. Damn it. Damn it damn it damn it!!!

Okay, I need to think calmly and rationally. I have till day after tomorrow. Tomorrow is a holiday so nothin can be done then. No medical certificate nor any exam dept. begging. And day after, I have till about five. What am I gonna do???

The worst part is I don't remember the dates! Hey! I've missed only 2 classes since sf! And one class where she didn't gimme attendance because I was late. Screwed. Royally. Oh dear, whatever am I going to do???

I think I need to go now... I'll just... chill for a while before I start studying? Yeah. Something like that. For a bit...