Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Schizophrenia __ (Blue October)

A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I've got the mood that seems to scare ya.
I'm paranoid, self destroyed.
Believe me lord, I'm sorry
I've got the mood that seems to bury ya
I've got the nightmare called...
Schizophrenia

[Chorus]
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
The fever becomes my home.
Becomes my home.

I love it when you're holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven't felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
I bet you're waiting for a long sob story
Of how I was mistreated again.
But, no, I wasn't built that way.
I was strong and fucking desperately brave,
And I didn't mean to scare ya...
Schizophrenia.

[Chorus]
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.

The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
The fever becomes my home.
Becomes my home.

5 comments:

  1. Hey, I used to listen to these guys back in 11th grade.

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  2. its all emoish n shit but completely missing the point .......... which ever band wrote this no idea what its like to be schizophrenic ....... i am sort of disappointed in you stop posting songs ( or at least like these) i wish u knew what you write makes much more sense and is way better than this commercial sold out bullshit (sry if am being a bummer O_o)

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  3. @Epic_Lad,
    Yeah yeah, you're way cooler than I'll ever be. *shakes head*

    @Chlorideman,
    Ummm... do I know you?

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